Still Annoying

Well, it’s been a few weeks since I last wrote. At that time, I had just started logging food again. That lasted about a week. No big surprise there. I abandoned it and convinced myself that I just didn’t give a shit about it anymore. Then I proceeded to eat everything.

Shortly afterward, I started my second period of the month. So I ate everything else and found some more things to eat.

I lamented my stupid period and shook my fist at the skies and cried out for some sort of divine assistance. Divine assistance came, but not in the way I would have hoped. Instead of just magically fixing me, I was struck with the realization that my hormones were clearly out of whack and that my diet was probably the primary contributor to this issue.

So, faced with logic and shifting my focus from weight to health, I am embarking on another attempt at a lifestyle change. I’m bringing Emmitt with me this time.

I may be successful, as my mindset has shifted. This is often the state that precedes real change, for me at least. This is now something I want to do, vs. something I have to do. Time will tell, but I feel good about it.

It is annoying that I’m on this topic yet again, but it’s my blog and I have nothing better to say. So, it is what it is.

One thought on “Still Annoying

  1. You’re the one person who can sort of grouse about things in writing and for some reason I enjoy it :). Anybody else grouses and I lose interest.
    Even so, I always hope that the irritation passes quickly and transitions into peace and well being for you. I am very often irritated myself. And in my case I can get irritated over really dumb shit, ha.

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